Prepping for the Winnipeg Submissives Network (WSN) meeting
got me thinking. The topic is on protocols and rituals. We were supposed to do
it this month but we had a bit of lower turn-out so we decided to wait for next
month. Then, as Master and i were getting into bed we had a discussion about
our rules, rituals and protocols. We decided that we need to be spending a bit
more of our free time focusing on our M/s rather than doing other things as it
has been pushed aside a bit as of late with vanilla life creeping in more and
more.
Master and i have many protocols and rituals that we use on
a day to day basis that turn the more mundane aspects of our lives into special
events. These interactions really help us reconnect. They are sacred moments in
time when we stop and focus on each other. The interaction reaffirms our
commitment towards each other and reinforces our Master/slave Power Exchange. Each
ritual and/or protocol fulfills a purpose be it control of how i look or to
make Master’s life easier and more enjoyable.
The rules that work, why do they work? Because we care about
them. We have spent years refining how they work; when life changes we alter
them as needed. In fact, we are planning on looking at our rules and protocols again
this upcoming weekend because of the changes that have happened over the past
while in our lives and we haven’t re-evaluated our rules in a while. The
protocols and rituals we have now have become a natural part of our lives and
we miss them when we don’t do them. It’s so easy to slip out of them if you
start to let them slide so we need to remind each other when something is
missed. They also work because our rules, rituals and protocols as i said
earlier serve a purpose in our relationship, be it enhancing Sir’s quality or
enjoyment of life, practical reasons or reinforcing our M/s dynamic, to name a
few. The rules that don’t work are
either changed or removed.
Why do i like to have them? The obvious answer is that i
want the connection that our rituals offer.
Beyond that though, having protocols gives my life structure which gives
me freedom to not have to make choices which is a huge stress relief for me. i
like to know how exactly She wants her food presented and how exactly to hold
my arms and head while waiting for Her to take whatever it is that i am
offering. i like knowing exactly what is expected of me and how to best please
my Master.
Kahawii was here outside with Master during the meeting so
after the WSN get together was finished they came inside. i was so horny by the
time she left from her pulling my hair and poking at my bruises from the
weekend that i wanted to be filled and fucked so badly it almost hurt more than
the poking and hair puling! Having both Kahawii and Master gang up on me to
punch me and such also didn’t help any. But alas, she went home and left me
suffering. Master offered to assist me but by the time our conversation was
over it was very late so we just went to sleep.
Another thing that Master and i have been talking about is
having me try to use a safeword so She feels more comfortable with beating me
harder. That way She knows where my limits really are and doesn’t have to guess
if i’ve had enough. It was my idea to try to see if it will help Her be able to
unleash Her sadism more freely.
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