The last few weekends have been great. Let me share with you…
This weekend that just passed was a blast! There is a monthly
event at a local bar that Master and i pretty much always go to with our
leather family, Sir J and d. This time Kahwaii and her fiancée, as well as Sir
J and d’s date joined us and we met others at the bar. We started out pre-drinking
and hanging out at our place. We came back here after the bar and shortly afterwards
started to play. Both Lee and Sir J topping myself, d and their date (well, Lee
didn’t really play with Sir J and d’s date, just d and i). All three of us
ended up with some pretty colours. My colours are mostly on my arms because i
made the huge mistake of calling the 30+ punches per arm punishment/funishment
i received for sitting on the couch (for less than half a minute i might add) “small”
instead of “sufficient” by accident and then panicked and couldn’t think of the
right word (i will also add that it was determined that even if i had said sufficient
after saying small i still wouldn’t have mattered at that point i had already
said small). So the two sadists decided i needed another 30 punches on each
arm. i received over 60 hard punches on each arm. They (my arms, not the
sadists, let’s make that very clear!!) are so weak from being sore right now
that i decided that i will be skipping yoga today. They are turning all kinds
of shades of red and purple. i might have to get Master to take a pic or two so
we can upload them to Fetlife. Sir J has this toy that is about 15 cm long and has
sharp metal rivets running along the edges of it. It hurts quite a bit and
leaves beautiful marks. Sir and i had looked at it before and contemplated
getting it ourselves. “The Riveter”, as i called it, left its mark on my ass
and thighs that has made sitting slightly uncomfortable. Sir J also bit me on
the back of each of my shoulders and those spots are quite tender as well. But
my arms definitely got the worst of it. As well as play, we got to spend Sunday
afternoon hanging out with Sir J and d, which is always a treat. i love being
able to just hang out with other people and be us. We don’t have to be
concerned about what the people around think about our M/s or S/m. Just be our
authentic selves and live our M/s.
The weekend before last we took Kahwaii out on a date to a
restaurant that Master and i like. i broke the awkwardness right away by
knocking silverware on the floor. The food was good and it felt fairly natural
to be out on a date with my wife and our girlfriend. We came back here and we
had some fun sexy times, including them trying to hold hands inside of me.
Which, oh my god! It felt so good and painful at the same time i wanted to cry
and cum at the same time. i hope they are going to try again. i asked Master if
She would help me practice prior to make it more likely to be successful.
Entirely only for practice though, there will be no enjoyment in it i promise!
Having them both inside of me at the same time is so hot, either double
penetration or double fisting, just thinking about it right now is getting my
girly bits going.
It’s been a little over two months now since we first had Kahwaii
over for coffee. It feels just like yesterday and yet it also seems like she’s
been a part of our lives for so much longer as well because things seem to be
working out smoothly for the most part. She and Master have come to see me at
work a few evenings now even, once by semi-surprise. We’ve hung out one on one
her and i once and her and Master a few times. i’ve had one moment of jealousy
and that was when i thought that Kahwaii was about to make Master cum. i have
worked my way through that now; i know why it triggered me and have come to the
conclusion that i am happy if Kahwaii can make Master cum. Master was very good
at supporting me through my jealousy, She even suggested we make a rule that other
partners cannot make Her cum. But i want Her to enjoy Herself when we are
having sex and if Kahwaii can make that happen then i don’t want to stop it. In
fact i am hoping it happens now because i know how much Sir does enjoy cumming,
when She does.
Otherwise, i have been feeling good about how our
relationship is going. Last night while we were getting our garden ready for
the summer Master and i were talking about how we are feeling about Kahwaii. We
have a check-in every week, which is very helpful when new things are happening
in your lives but also when things are more settled as a reminder to keep the communication
going. We strongly believe that open honest communication is the cornerstone of
a solid relationship. We are mostly on the same page when it comes to the
feeling we have for Kahwaii and what we hope to see happen in the future since
our original idea of poly was with someone who was unattached to have a closed
triad with so we’ve had to re-envision our poly future.
On a semi-related note, this situation has got me thinking.
Master and i have freely talked about the possibility of us moving away one day
but that decision is getting harder and harder with having people who are
important to us. Our leather family is so important to us i couldn’t imagine
not being close to them- having them 2 hours away is too far! And in the
minimum of 5 or so years it will be before we would/will move that bond will so
much stronger. Plus who knows where things with Kahwaii will be, if we are
still together then it will be excruciating to have to say good-bye. If it’s
not her it could be someone else. i fully realize that in the future we may
part ways from our leather family and/or Kahwaii. But should we stop ourselves
from making these connections just because in 5 or more years we may decide
that we want to move back to Victoria or somewhere else? At this point it seems
like our life is here. At this point i would have an extremely hard time
leaving our people.
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